Dear God

Dear God,

please hold me tight,

i have no more strength to face this test

tired to cry about things that i can imagine what will happen next

tired to heard the same comment about me

Dear God,

am i not worth to be happy ever after?

am i too choosy?

am i that kind of person?

am i that saucy?

to family?

Dear God,

is this the route that i need to face?

why am i need to fight with my mother?

why most of my brothers put the blame on me?

is it wrong for me to said what i feel?

is it all the wrongs are come from me?

is it my fault?

is it true what they said about me?

the truth from the bottom of my heart

i feel tired,very tired

so tired and tired

hope one day it will become okay

Dear God,

i know You know what the best for me

forgive me Ya Rabb, Ya Ghaffaar

please ease me

keep my Iman in the first place

so i wont stranded to a negative things....

:'( :'(

truthlyfrommyheart

time : 1.13 a.m

25/2/14